wicked.......

2010-11-10T00:41:00.001+08:00

"We're all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming. It's pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse. So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here, just as you are."

I loveee Grey's Anatomy. 8)

2010-10-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

I just wish somebody could tell me what to do. I'm neither here nor there. I can't fugging decide and it's driving me crazy. Is it worth suffering some more and do something that I don't even know if it would help me in future. Or should I say goodbye and go to what I think would be a greener side? I want this to be over yet I don't think I should. My heart is telling me no and my brain is telling me yes. My body says I'm tired and my soul says this is it. I hate this soo much. I don't know what I want but I know I don't want to make the wrong choice.

2010-10-10T09:21:00.001+08:00

I read somewhere that you could ask yourself questions before you go to sleep and then get answers through your dreams. Something like your mind is still working and the dreams are what your subconscious mind is trying to say and tell you. And so I did, asked the very question that has been bugging me for over a week now.

I did not just dream, I spewed dreams. But it was all over, I have no idea the sequence and how I end up from one dream to another or maybe it was one long dream.

It was breaking into a house and getting chased by the owner. Ran up flights of stairs and down again. Tried to hide because I got so tired of running and got caught by the owner but he let me go and when looking for my other accomplices instead. And then it was suddenly a HUGE fight, physical fight. Face hitting, body punching fight! There was so much hatred but no idea why. And then it was being left behind by a tour bus but took another bus and somehow managed to catch up with the tour bus. And then going to the toilet with no door, trying to shit but there were ppl in the room which was also actually a living room with ppl watching tv.

So my subconscious mind has helped me by dreaming, now it's up to my mind to figure out the meaning behind all this.

2010-09-24T01:13:00.000+08:00

I think I'm just scared.
I think too much.
I know this is wrong it's a problem.

2010-09-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

Everybody has issues, the world doesn't revolve around you. For me, insecurities and my perfectionism has always been my biggest feud with myself. Insecurities about money, insecurities about that bloody pimple on the cheek, insecurities about not knowing what I want. Then there's that need to want things to be perfect, that nagging feeling that I have to rearrange or retouch something to make it perfect. Things having to be done is sequence and please don't break my flow or I'll have my anxiety attack. The constant battle with myself is my biggest issue. I want to get over this, I want to grow out of it, I want to be happy. I can feel the worry and unhappiness aging me. I know there's the depression switch which is waiting to blow anytime, all it needs is to be triggered. I do not want to go there again, I hate it. It's so dark and depressing. I hate this so much. I am now a worry-er. I just want to be happy and carefree again. I want out and I want my life back, please.

2010-08-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

Identity crisis.

2010-06-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

I'm not over-reacting, and it's not just football. I waited 4 years to watch them play and it ended like that. I wasn't expecting them to win again this year but i didn't expect them to be out so early! World champs 4 years ago with the world best player then exited the world cup just like that. I am very disappointed, i am very disturbed, i'm frustrated.

Watching the final game was agonising, they needed a win or atleast a draw after their 2 disappointing draws with supposedly non-threatening opponents. I was seated but barely, biting and hugging a pillow which flew numerous times. From the previous match that they drew, i knew the team was not the same anymore. Cannavaro was playing brilliantly, defending just as i remembered but without Totti, Luca Toni and Del Piero playing this time round and Buffon sitting on the bench, there was just something amiss. The mixture of veterans and newbies were just not a perfect match, they were there but not there? The team back then was and will always be the perfect azzurri. The only time that i saw them playing like real Italians was the final 15 mins when Lippi decided to bring Pirlo in, you can finally see them hunger for the equalising goal. But by then it was too late. *big sigh* If only they played the match like how they played it during that final 15mins, they will definitely have won hands down. Out of 3 games played, the drew 2 and lost 1. Not a single victory omg! The way they played, they didn't deserve to win but i wished they did went through and by then Lippi would have the time to make the neccessary adjustments. The thing with Lippi is that he's loyal to the old players, they're brilliant i agree but the old must always be replaced with the new. That is i think the problem with teams like France and England as well. I think only Germany managed to grasp this, almost an entirely new team of young faces.

I'm going to wait for another 4 years. I hope by then Prandelli would have successfully form a new team, a younger and hopefully a better one. Goodbye to the old guards and hello to players like De Rossi, Quagliarella and Montolivo. I'm excited just thinking about it. I'm hopeful. 8)

What a world cup eh? All the big guns out so early in the game. Omg to the European Teams. It's the year of the underdogs indeed. With Italy gone, i have no mood to watch anymore. Who am i kidding, I'll definitely continue to watch, it only happens once every 4 years. But i think this time round it'll be stress-free football with no expectations of any team. May the best team win!

Feels so good to finally let that all out.

2010-06-24T00:59:00.002+08:00

I was just reading my previous blog posts from 4 years ago during the World Cup Feeevahh! Even with this year's world cup being so totally different (like omg France is out already??) and i'm not as free as i was the previous time but this world cup business still make me so stress omg.

Italy's match against Slovakia tmr omg so stresssssss. Heart and soul still with Italy partly because of Cannavaro hehe. I still can't believe he's still playing omg at age 37. Very slim chance of Italy winning again this year. The team is not like it was 4 years back, Del Piero, Totti and Luca Toni not playing this time round. BUT, io credo in voi Azzurri!! (a macam paham moment)

2010-06-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

All i want right now is 1 week off work, which i can never have. So many things have been put on hold. Urgh, life.

2010-05-25T23:55:00.001+08:00

Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain...

Sad much? 8(

2010-05-19T01:25:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i feel work is not fair, doing things that's not included in my job scope. But sometimes i think that this is a good thing, a stepping stone. But the workload, the pressure, the responsibilities, the expectations.. Just too damn scary. I hate not being able to get things done, i hate to disappoint, i hate being irresponsible, i hate to fail. Maybe i'm thinking too much. I wish i was still five, i hate adulthood.

2010-04-06T00:52:00.003+08:00

BKK YOU OLS!!
Yes it finally happened, after tonnes of obstacles omg. From no passport to expensive flight to unapproved leave to red shirt riot to 2 broken vehicles to forgotten wallet and what have you. All this for 5 days in bkk and it was worth it.

Very brief summary, the rest at fb:

MY hotel ah not yours.

Expensive but awesomeeeee dinner.

Sa wa di kaaaa.

Vic & Mon, roomates @ Seken Flor.

Thomas & Tonini, roomates @ Sird Flor.

Gargoyleeeeee roarrr

Our first gig.

Tuk tuk

I'm in miami bitch.

Shoppingggggggggggggg.

An awesome getaway with great company. Happened wayy to0 fast. I'll miss coconut icecream, chatuchak, sird flor, sabai massage, roti bakar with strawberry jam and butter, dunhill ciggs, feeding the fishes, tuk tuk rides, 3000 baht guy @ GOD, banana & choc crepes, wa ta ya want from me for the don't know how many time, toothpaste teh, tom yum omg tom yum, fashion tv to sleep, manas the tour guide, annoying "come bkk must have money. SMILE" woman, tetek coconut, 32yr old manicurist sad story, spending an hour at Warehouse (fav shop hahah), ummmbakk, bts trips, freezing time for anthem, route 66 and MANY MANY MORE!

Now back to singapore, back to work and withdrawal symptoms kicking in.

Europe 2011 you ols?? Or is it Bali first?

2010-02-24T00:59:00.005+08:00

So much for studying today.. Distractions here, distractions there and all i managed to do was 1 qn when i have 10 more modules to complete. Ah fug it la, why should i stress myself? Fail it for all i fugging care.

I'm so tired, exhausted. You have no idea. 10 more months i can do this. 8(

2010-02-17T12:57:00.004+08:00

A good movie is one where you're constantly thinking about it days after watching it. And for that i'm talking about The Reader. It got me so affected, just beautiful.

2010-02-02T16:47:00.002+08:00

So much for "Hell starts tmr" haha work has not been that bad, minus some people. 1) Annoying kanchiong R 2) Suck balls S 3) Selfish bitch A. But they have their nice moments too la. But i shall not speak too soon because karma is a fugging bitch. Just when i said my skin was getting better, ta-dah say hello to fugly things on face. I hate you karma!!

I bet you when people who do not know me, think that i'm a fugging joke talking to karma like it is a person but omg YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW.

Urgh i feel so lay zeh today.

On other news. I wanna watch "I Love You Philip Morris", please show it in singapore thanks.

2010-01-21T16:58:00.003+08:00

Woah first entry for 2010. Been totally neglecting this blog, been busy as a bee. Same shit everyday. I want 2010 to pass by real quick cause i can't fugging wait for 2011!!

But in the meantime of 2010, BKK and HK PLEASE HAPPEN!

2009-12-10T10:41:00.004+08:00

I woke up late just now, missing my prac kns. I am never going to finish at this rate cibai lah. 30 bucks gone down the drain just like that urgh and i can't afford to omg so fugging broke and i still have 21 more days to go oh my god.

I have over 20 hours of recorded show yet to be watched, i shall watch it all today oh my god been forever since i sat in front of the TV for more than 2 hours. Omg couch potato day today woohoo!

The other day, you guys remember our SFG lecturer? I forgot her name. The one who was so fugging boring, looked like a malay and pregnant? She came over to my workplace, so thin now haha could barely recognize her. And of course she don't remember me. She came over with her husband and babygirl omg SO CUTE. Okay the point is that they they were both (husband+wife) from nyp and they are both lecturers and the best part is the guy actuallly failed a module and had to repeat a semester but look at where he is now! Then they were telling me that i was still young and i could always go back to do what i want after this. So inspirational you ols. She's actually nice la haha but we hated her so much. I shall get my degree! But for now i still have 12 months 20 days to go. 8(

2009-12-03T19:12:00.001+08:00

1. I don't work there anymore, i live there.
2. My fingers are aching like seriously.
3. It's only the third day of the month but i'm almost broke.
4. I've got candy cane arms which attract alot of attention on public transport.

And 5 6 7 8.. Okay bye.

2009-11-22T19:16:00.005+08:00

And i'm finally 20! I think this year has got to be the bestest birthday to date. From the home cooked meal (cornbeef omg favourite) by my ic. To the surprise cake by people at work. To the "so sweet" phone keychain. To the surprise at home by the family. To the nicely arranged candles at midnight by fey and adrian. To the 9 hrs learning theory with funny instructor. To the sheesha&food and spending time with all my besties. To the awesome presents. To the stupid games at void deck. The total of 3 bday cake, actually 5 if you want to include the saralee and the yam cake by my am. Thank you everyone!! So happy over the rainbow. 8D Will upload the pics when i've got time.

Thank you once again for all the presents! I don't know why i received 3 perfumes this bday. I smelly ah?? Hahah okay love2.

2009-11-12T16:28:00.006+08:00

Fugging tired and lacking of sleep, like seriously. Finally off today after 10 days straight of working, sial ah gila babi. But then tmr work again. 14 more months oh my fugging godddddd! I miss my tv, weeks of recorded stuffs no time to watch. I miss waking up at 2pm. I miss sleeping in on a rainy day. I miss lepak2 do nothing drink bubble tea and smoke weed everyday. I miss tom yum fried fish. I miss poly. I miss lab, my cells and my pipettes. I miss spending time with my family, eons since i took my father's car. I miss zaaraaaa. I miss being free and easy! 8(

Work has been fugged up. Fugging screwed up big time. People's true colours all coming out, claws also coming out. Problems here, problems there. Lacking motivation to work urgh.

And practical was difficult. Fugging failed. Cannot coordinate, like some stupid person. Must take again but no time to take also.. But woah the feeling when taking sial ah damn shiok. I shall not give up!

I can't help but start
Singing lines from all my favorite songs
And melodies in the air
Singing life just ain't fair

2009-11-02T21:32:00.004+08:00

Now that i got off yesterday, my next off day is only next thursday! Omg dieeee..

I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
And fly through my dreams
So I can hitch a ride with you tonight
And get away from this place
Have a new name and face

2009-11-01T16:33:00.005+08:00

Omg you have no idea how happy i am that today is an off day. Woke up at 4pm just now, totally rejuvenated but still with aching feet.

Work has been so tiring. My feet died and revived itself after a night of rest and died again the day after and the cycle goes on. Seriously penat siols! Was walking back home the other day, tired to the max then this pakcik security commented "Betol punye penat dek!" And all i could mutter was "Penatttttttttt" and he was like "Keje eh dek, mcm gitu la." Aww pakcik so motivating.

Yesterday's halloween was fun, the first EVER dressing up like that but hopefully not the last. Next year kene up sikit! But all the walking and all made my paint melt but omg i was so fugging tired to even care. Geisha bulat with melting face paint HAHA, an experience indeed. And on the way home in the cab omg cars with kepo ppl, and even one police car. Very the kecoh yew ols. And thanks so much yew ols for the tlg2 anuh and all! Trick or treatttttt. Oh can i just add coyannoying.

For memory sake:

Okay got my pay. Omg been eonsss since i had money. Let's just pray this money last until the end of the month and it's used for what i plan for it to be used for. AMIN.

2009-10-12T20:21:00.004+08:00

Not so hell-ish afterall, or should i say not YET. It's still too early to say anything. The people has been okay minus the **. Everywhere surely got one fughole that pisses you off and "lucky" for me this fughole just had to be the person i have to report to, damn cibai. The theory part is an overload for my brain. I regret not paying attention in lectures last time because it would have made this soo much easier. Other than that, it's pretty much okay.

Okay off to watch tv and study afters (haha fat hope), test on friday omg.

2009-09-30T14:15:00.000+08:00

Shut the world out, hell starts tmr.

2009-09-10T20:32:00.012+08:00

I feel sad and damn frustrated with myself right now. Alot of 'what ifs' going through my mind. But it's too late for anything now, no point brooding about 'if onlys'. I shall seriously put all this behind, later The Depression repeat then i know. And i shall not spoil what a great year this has been, but by next month all things are to change. For the bad, for the worse. Shit what is this?? Okay think happy thoughts!!

2009-08-30T00:38:00.004+08:00

Seriously ALOT of movies to watch! Old and new ones.

Btw, i feel like switching to blackberry. Feel je lah, duit mana ada.

2009-08-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

The past few days were spent in preparation for the fasting month, in my own kind of way that is HAHA.

There was the "closing ceremony" at DblO. Nothing can beat the music at DblO on thursday nights, loves it. When over to fatt's before cabbing down straight and met up with aishah's friends, lepak-ed a bit and waited for fey and adrian before going in mcm nak gado haha. Then there was this nyah at the smoking room omg very scary you ols, lucky she never hit me. Mek dinch taste! Upskirt moment ish omg, should have just farted there and then. Then chun2 already but the dick behind just had to spoil it for me and fatt, cibai. And exactly at 2.30am the music stopped, so annoying end so early for what. Then very the drama cannot find aishah. Multiple calls made, searched here and there. Aishah, aishah hahaha. Not going back there anytime soon but it was fun while it lasted.

Then there was the "food frenzy" Johor trip the next morning with the family. Tired, but pretended not. So early morning wake up and off to johor. Did a lot of grocery shopping to stock up for the fasting mth over at Tesco. "Makan puas2 next week dah puase" That was was my mom kept saying, so yeah eat eat eat la. Keropok lekor, goreng pisang, nugget, donut, snow ice, murtabak, claypot mee, teh o ais limau. Then over to Giant for MORE groceries. Then shit then eat again haha. Ayam goreng, cheese wedges, macaroni and cheese. Hahaha yes typical day out with my family.

Then there was the other "binge eating" Johor trip the very next day with adrian and fey. Pagi2 dah kene kejot, then with my passport, a container of oglio olio, rm20, a change of clothes and oh how can i forget 'the thought that counts' tak-ape-wear HAHAHA off i am to Johor again. Over to City Square where fey when crazy and bought 4 shirts. Then over to Coffee Bean to chill abit before going back to adrian's. Toured the house, touched the guinea pig, laughed at the tortoise at the top of the mini stairs, looked at adrian old photos, played the piano, well mostly adrian did the playing. Before heading out for indian food, adrian's mom's treat! Omg cheese naan, loves it! But the sides were soo spicay but still delic. The mango lassi was delic!! With stomach so full we went back to adrian's to pick some stuff before heading out to "Atas Pokok" but thank god it's closed, i swear just the name of it gave me the creeps. So straight to city square sat at macs abit for their TMA awww before catching midnight movie The Screen. Scary la siols esp the tall black thai ghost omg i can still picture it! But the ending kinda suck. Then back to adrian's for lg session haha before falling into deep sleep, for me atleast. Woke up next morning and had choc abc with rojak while getting annoyed with purple couple. The walk to Zon was torturous with the fugging hot weather. Hi-Tea there, adrian's dad's treat! The food was okay but i still managed to eat 5 rounds because the dad said that if we didn't eat 5 rounds we had to pay for ourselves so yeah HAHA. I ate until i couldn't eat anymore omg! Then back to adrian's to get our stuff before going back. Thank you so much Tan family, you guys been lovely!!

So after all that partaying, eating and lg-ing, i think i'm ready for the fasting month!! Well minus the not eating part. Okay actually i'm dreading this arghh!

2009-08-10T14:58:00.006+08:00

uno. My head still kinda hurt from yesterday's LG. Pening lalattt. Lemah, longlai, lowland HAHA! LOVES IT. As usual read amirul's.

dos. Tmr is abg and abg zain's bday omg. I have nothing, as always. I wonder if there will come a time when i'll get my family presents on their bday. Omg i suck.

tres. Shit blogging now is kinda redundant now with twitter, unless it's a picture post. Hmm ya nothing to blog. Hmm okay wants to eat.

cuatro. Rumba, si!

2009-08-04T15:31:00.006+08:00

So the wedding is over. I am soooo happy for the happy couple!! No more rushing here and there running errands, no more packing and taping and glueing, no more last minute tidying. Then came the Saturday. Last minute errands of getting the flower bouquet, buying the fruits and collecting the pastries, getting changed, waited anxiously for the bride to get ready, the arrival of the groom's side, them being announced husband and wife, the feast downstairs, the debate about the at-first-not-cute guy HAHA, the jealouslessness looking at the new gifts omg prada coach marcjacobs fcuk, the dessert while watching chinese film, the sudden-bau-wangi-takmo-tego, the nak-tido-tapi-tibe2-ade-topic, barely 2 hours of sleep before makcik kecoh. Then came Sunday morning. The failed attempts to curl hair, taking photos here and there, the rush up and down getting cloth plug fan jug flower etc, the gorjaz bride, the arrival of the groom, the different hilarious "road blocks", the annoying dj, the akward smiles during photo-taking, over to the groom's side, fatigue started to engulf me, cute tuxedoish penguinish hehe, cracking up abt "kau explain pat die sikit", teary-eyed goodbyes, back home, first duet as a couple awww. And that was it, the loooong preparations for the 2 eventful days, completely worth it. 8) Thanks for those who came, sorry for the tummy upset. 8X

Pictures!

I hate this empty feeling. Like nothingness. Wanting to do something but at the same time not wanting to. Waiting for something which is not even there. Not knowing what to do. Hoping but knowing that it will not come. A little bit of angry and a little bit of sad, but mostly empty. And fug all this fakeshit, I'm tired. I just want to.. Actually I don't know what i want.

2009-07-24T15:58:00.004+08:00

THIS IS TRAGIC!! Omg Prison Break has come to an end. From breaking Linc out of Fox River to racing for Westmoreland's stash of money to running away from the company to being sent to Sona to breaking Whistler out of Sona to getting Syclla to breaking Sarah out of prison. And omg so many deaths along the way.. I'm going to miss you PB!! Michael Scofield <33333

4 seasons of Prison Break

the brilliant tattoo

rip scofield. 8( x million

Okay i'll get over this.. It's only a show, it's only a character. 8(

xoxo,
distraught tv junkie

2009-07-19T16:34:00.006+08:00

Yesterday's Sentosa with my biatches was awesome. Loves it. Wanted to do an entry but i think amirul did a pretty awesome one already, laughed my ass off reading it. So here! 8D

"I'm so tired of being alone,
I'm so tired of on-my-own,
Won't you help me, girl,

Just as soon as you can.."

2009-07-19T16:08:00.003+08:00

Met the gang the other day to celebrate shu fung's bday! Met up with shu fung first before the other two arrived about 3 hrs (okay exaggerate haha) later. Ordered our food omg cream of tomato looks eww but actually tasted quite aaah. And the annoying server who thoughy that all the food apparently was for shu fung. I said mine but he still served it in front of shu fung. Might as well don't ask right. -_- ''' Catched up with each other and also other people, hmm standard. Stupid funny conversations over dinner. Walked a bit before me and yamone snuck away to get the cake. Omg mango cheese awesome cake! Shu fung din't see it coming so yay!! But the cheese cake was like so hard, no way of cutting. So camwhore, another standard, while waiting for the cake to be cut-able. Those pics over at amandy's cam. And finally had the cake omg DELIC! But was sooo fugging full took forever to finish. And how can i forget "Hinikin"? HAHAHAHA.

Fantastic four!

Happy 20th Birthday Shu Fung!!
Hope you enjoyed the mini celebration we had for you. May you remain the tai tai you are and prosper in life, but don't forget me hor. Shall have "hinikin" together one day okay? HAHA. Wo ai ni many2! 8D

The cake omg yes the cake.

2009-07-14T14:45:00.007+08:00

So KL finally happened. My passport was cleared, thank god! I was so fugging worried like the day before drama you ols "OMG I CANNOT GO!" hahaha but aiyah in the end no biggie. KL was awesome but if only we were there longer? Time passed too fast.

Long summary for my own reference:

START.
Kana nab haha suey. Noisy bus ride. Finally meeting israk! Walking around aimlessly at 5am, finding a hotel we were hopeful because the mama got out of his seat and moved to the reception but only to tell us "FULL" classic, found an old school scary smelly musky hotel, roti canai stopover, toilet break at radius and re-enacting fey's performance at orchard rd HAHA. Waiting at the lobby watching adrian sketching, finally checking in, power nap, waking up to "I love your horse".
Ridiculous rip-off fare, sungei wang, kebab for lunch, shoppengggggg, "no char siew pau" restaurant. Rushed back and got ready, gorjaz curls by adrianna 8). Zouk: aristo & barsonic, smoking in the club yay, annoying mj impersonators, 'wooohs and WOOOHs, long island teas, smoking in the club nay (eyes started to hurt). Supper at kfc HAHA where everyone wanted different things omg perangai siak satu2: endless "EH EH" and how can i forget being cheesed on my face by fey, adrian sitting on the counter, israk's and his battle with the vomit, fatt and her dropping off fake eyelashes HAHAHAHA. Back to the room and challenging who could change their clothes and get to bed first hahahahah of course i win, israk had vomit on his pants and fatt couldn't take out her dress and nobody cared, adrian coming into the room doing a mini strip tease without his pants on, we died.
Hotel breakfast in shorts and slippers, short nap with masks on. Arab food for lunch: mixed grill, arab tea, "perah mango fresh", naan and garlic&potato, baklava. Being caught in wakenabeb HAHA yes omg. Fatt and me going gaga shopping at Pavilion omg if only we had a longer time! Shopping at Berjayjay Time Square was bleargh don't know why but dinner at Vivo was awesome omg cheese cheese and more cheese! Petaling for more shopping, amazing deals. Back to hotel and changed. Jln PRamlee: Rum Jungle & Thai Club, awesome familiar music, gedebak gedebak HAHA, combo dance moves, 'I will survive!'. Ghost stories by taxi uncle omg thanks eh. Tapau-ed KFC for this time round, ridic delic cheese wedges which i can't get over and spicay chicken, CSI:NY before sleeping.
Woke up late and missed the hotel breakfast. Packed up and had delic brunch that was so fugging filling! Last minute shopping at money river and p st. Last meal at A&W (hehe ykik what it means) aka B&W, root beer float curly fries omg dies. Final packing and cramping. Bus journey home was better minus the part where we thought the bus was haunted hmm long story. Oh and how can i forget the classic "Anak leman dgn siti" mentel scene at the immigration HAHAHA.
END.

Picture dump (just a few, the rest at fb) :

Shop shop shop!

Shopping bagssss

Pretend pose

Matching boxers all 4 of us got 8)

Love love!

Gorjazzz

Mek dinch tasteeee

Today's special- fallen fake eyelash!

Mask-ed

Happy to eat la what somemore!

Shop again la what somemore!

Fey mata stimmmm

One of the many cab rides

Appetizers

The last meal 8(

I'm going to miss spending money like rich kids, having no curfew, awesome food yeah omg, cabbing everywhere, chain smoking and being able to just flick the cigg anywhere, hmm israk and many2 more. Loves it gorjaz! It's okay hopefully next trip! One week getaway this time rather than 1 weekend. 8)

2009-07-06T12:26:00.002+08:00

Cycling was awesome minus the heavy rain. All was good for the first half an hr or so faking F1 sounds and laughing about Jurassic park HAHA until it started to rain. Had to seek shelter. "What shelter does not shelter? Ans: A useless shelter" HAHAHA. Yes, we were under a shelter but we still got fugging wet. Spent most of the time waiting for the rain to stop while pinching fats, killing ants, sipping hot milo, laughing at man umbrella bike, speaking in atrocious english. But the rain never did. Dinner at subway where we were laughed at HAHA and the coke didn't taste like coke. Pictures should be up at fey's blog in a month's time. 8)

4 more days. Hopefully the pay comes in tmr. If not, fatimahh you very pretty lah!

2009-07-04T16:40:00.004+08:00

Finally met randomretardpig and emofanatic after sooo long! What's bugis without rockery rightt? Bought drinks and off to walk2 see2 Iluma. Omg Iluma is so boring, they need to spice things up a bit! Then to Sakae Sushi omg finally my sushi cravings satisfied, annoying waiter who like yamone haha but we couldn't be bothered . Ate like fugging pigs there for almost 2 hrs haha until we couldn't even walk. Okay we could but like super slow? To the library for snap2 and over to the adult romance section HAHA not me hor. Borrowed To Kill a Mockingbird but i don't think i'll read it, tried too but to litty for my taste. Walked to Raffles City then to Msq to find a place to sit/chill/drink/dessert. But we end up taking stupid photos at amandy's cam and "Buy now or regret it later!" HAHAHAHA omg annoyingggggg. Finally made our way back to RC for chocfish and drinks.

Ilumaaa

Sakae superb Sushi!!

1 2 BONG *bangs head* hahaha stupid!

Picture-taking, got leaf banner somemore!

My partners in stupidityyy 8D
No more poly but still besties okay okay okay?? Love2 many!

Over to One Fullerton to meet lyna and siti for starbucks, coffee bean, cake and ciggs. Lepak-ed abit before making our way to Clarke Quay. Soak in atmosphere only laa. Lepak-ed more before finally parting ways.

8)

Swirly-wirlyyy!

Shagggged after a long day.

Okay to tell you the truth again, my mother already knows about KL. Allow? Er dah tau tu bagos haha so yey! KL KL HERE WE COME!

Okay off to paint my room. Black colour muahahahaha!

2009-07-02T13:18:00.003+08:00

Town with fatimah. Poor fatimah haven't step into a shopping centre in a long long time. So there she was unleashed and happy to shop! Sumpah she's like those annoying customers i would roll my eyes at! I wanted to get the mango shorts which i plan to wear to KL but omg no moreeee, so sad! Same old boring shorts la thenn. NAP with adrian and fey before heading down to clarke quay. Impromtu boring attica and finally good life be GINSAT 5 hahahaha wonderfu wonderfu!

My lips like sardine, my lips like sardine.

NAP ahh NAP.

"Only 2 skinny ppl can do that"

Confidante-alimante.

Hugs and kisses. HAHAHAHA.

Omg can't fugging wait for KL. But to tell you the truth, i haven't tell my parents!!

2009-07-01T14:10:00.002+08:00

DramatizZzation. We were so happy laugh2 here laugh2 there. Something was bound to happen and guess what it did. Karma's bacccckkkk! Panic for a brief moment and then back to the usual laugh2 here laugh2 there. To tell you the truth kan, dgn makcik pon nak challenge taxi. Typical bunch of annoying kids.

No more r r ahh.

Much efffort!

Ice delicious cream yummy chef!

Are you thinking what i'm thingking B1?

And the dog came barking "Jums Jums!"

2009-06-29T13:16:00.003+08:00

Free and easy once more! 8D Last day was on saturday, tiring like fug. Will definitely miss the minahs... Okay finally a proper picture filled entry below. Lengthy one.

So saturday finally came, kakak's hen night/bachelorette party! Me and kak nadiah check-in into the hotel first omg sumpah so jakon. I think it has been years since i stayed in a hotel that's why. Literally jumping around going omg did you check out the shower head, the view, the fridge etc etc! Hahaha fug funny. Then kakak arrived with fooood. Nachos with salsa, cream puff, choc eclair and i haven't eat so omg gobbled down.

Slacking and unpacking.

Camwhored for a bit.

Before making our way to the pool where there was this old apek in zebra thong HAHA you damn on ah apek. The pool was nice omg the whole place was nice la! I wish we could get a hotel at KL as nice, but i guess not budgetttttttt.

Back to the room where we managed to catch a glimpse of the ndp preview and the fireworks, had wrestling and got ready.

Camwhore camwhore apa lagi!

You know i know ah what's in there HAHA.

Theme: Black

All dressed up, we had dinner and dessert at Canele. Omg i love love love the foood there. Made our way back to the room for toilet emergencies before making our way to Zirca/Rebel. Met fatt fey and adrian there. Neat3 and the rest was history HAHAHA. Wasted, too drunk too fast, first vomit. Finding 5 bucks, talking chinese, slapping fatt's thighs, falling ALOT, carried by adrian on the dancefloor, kakak on the podium, pulling someone's pants, being called wasted/drunk by alif aziz look alike, vomitting goey white stuff ewww, talking gibberish A WHOLE LOT. What a night! Hahahaha had fun HAHAHA. When back to the room and straight to bed without changing.

*inserts pictures of delicious food at canele and drunk photos at clarke quay*
Haha sorry no pictures because camera was too bullky to bring around.

Got up a few hours later to shower, felt so uncomfortable. Then over to sumptous breakfast with kakak and kak nadiah. Bought mac breakfast for the rest who were still asleep when we came back. Slacked a bit and remembering yesterday. "Si dekni diam eh bile tak mabok" HAHA babi!

Over to the pool one last time where there was that same zebra thong apek. Before finally and hesistantly checking out...

YEAHHHHH!
Had so much fun omg repeat pls? Haha my hen night ah next.
Glad kakak had fun at the LOS hahahaha. 8D The wedding up next! Tak saba, tak saba.

2009-06-24T13:08:00.003+08:00

Work tmr and friday and then, i'm freeee! Saturday yes saturday. But i have yet to get my pay so how how HOW?? Pantat laaa take so long settle my pay.

2009-06-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

Twit-ed.

2009-06-16T18:16:00.003+08:00

Work all the wayy till the 26th. I shall be hardworking and not get fired. I shall persevere until the 26th. I CAN DO THIS! Then, i shall get to enjoy on the 27th! CAN'T FUGGING WAIT! Woooohoooo. 8)

Oh and i want to travel the world ah please ahhhh. Jealous ahhh. It's okay, start small first...

2009-06-15T14:26:00.004+08:00

So work was okay. ALOT of people but okay ah fun because thank god the people i worked with were fun. Like seriously work like a team, i swear. Later desmond pack bag, bert issue invoice then i settle payment. Then take turns to sit HAHA "eh your turn to sit". Then the 2 nice in-charge making sure we're okay, buying curry puff la, pancake la, milo la what la. All was good minus that annoying chinaman infront of our booth, which we were hoping to fall or his mic will spoil and us fighting the temptations to throw the bottle to his head. "Come and take a look, come and take a look! Below cost selling, below cost selling!" Imagine that on repeat for 4 consecutive days. Can dieee....

*pauses to answer call*
HAHAHA zara just called to tell me bryan (one of the in-charge) say i'm hardworking! HAHAHA.

Okay continue. Yesterday. Omg yesterday. It was such a torture. I was so tired. The can-cry type of tired. And now the throat already something. Thanks to the durians, but omg it was gooood. Impromptu slumber party HAHA actually more of selambe ah, selambe babi amek maggi, telor sume. I so didn't expect my mom to allow me to sleepover sia.. They wanted to club but i didn't want to because i was broke and had to work the next day and was so tired. Omg if we did club, i think i would have cried while working. But it was still good fun. Strawberry shortcake/Pooh PJs, maggi lempeng, "cocktail", durian, smelly burps, dancing shadows on the wall, incest (HAHA), 4 stuffed to one bed, leg-hugs by fatt, elbowed by amirul, wake up adjust fan then burp SUPER loud by fey and i had to sleep with my arms crossed on my chest, behind or on top of my head. HAHAHAHA FUNNY! Then the next morning while they were still in bed, i had to get ready and go to work. The most tortorous work day EVER!

Okay i hope i get the job. If yes, money for KL is settled! 8D

2009-06-07T15:28:00.005+08:00

Twitter-obsessed. Yes that's the word of the moment. Alamak the timing for the tweet below is wrong laaa. Please manually add 8hrs to the time displayed, zanks! Totally neglected blogger but here's an entry to show that it is not forgotten.

ENTRY

Okay lame but yeah you are not forgotten myblog! 8)

2009-06-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

Shall go back to the ol' side swept fringe days, ya right. HAHA see how laaa.Twitter all the way ahh.

2009-06-01T03:17:00.002+08:00

Was supposed to help lyna with her layout but sidetracked and edited my background instead. Sumpah the robots so cute HAHAHA. Overaged for these but can't help myself, TOO CUTE! Temporary one, until i get tired of the two robots looking at their flying robot friend hahaha.

2009-05-30T01:17:00.005+08:00

And so, i have successfully graduated from NYP! Woohooo. I made it through 3 fugging years just to get the piece of paper which states Diploma. There were sooo many times i thought i wouldn't be able to graduate with my friends. But guess what?? I DID IT!!!

~~jobless~~ Diploma holder la sial.

It wouldn't be possible without you guys. 8)

Hoooraaaahhhh 8D

Haha neoprints omg been ages.
LOVE YOU ALL MANY2!!!

2 photos i want to, but can't. 8) You know, i know. Thanks amandy!!

2009-05-27T13:46:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, HAHAHAHAHA FUGGING HAPPY because of "smiled and waved"! So damn fugging happy that i can flyyyy. And thanks amandy for being so initiative to do that without being told HAHA eventhough in the end you damn ps but hahaha yey love you many2!

They past few days have been a food fest. Hahaha the "In your circle of friends, what is your label" quiz, alamak so accurate la. Kena THE FATTY! Hahahaha evident siols. From chicken cutlet, keropok lekor, donuts, tom yum at Johor to nasi ayam at home to beef bolognaise at Astons to frosted choc malt and fries at Swensen to mee goreng mama to bhattura, gulab jamun and son papdi at Tekka to good ol' pmt. All that in a span of 3 days, sial je mampos tknak.

Okay graduation tmr omg!! 8D

2009-05-25T14:56:00.003+08:00

And so FINALLY we all went clubbing together. It has been soooo long omg. So much fun, so much fun!! Met fey to get the bottles (mampos tknak, mabok nak) and ciggs (mampos tknak, sempot nak). Then over to macs for food and tacky to fabulousity. Over to enter zirca for freee yeah3. Met the rest to neat3 then time to enjoicee!

HAPPY GILAA 8D

Didn't realised baju aidil glow in the dark! Shit fatz gamba kau nganga tu KLAKA GILA LAH! My favourite chacat friends. And aww nizzay and aim cho cweeet...

Everybody lancing2 ALL OUT one. Omg shaq lu kecoh jato beribu kali. And fatimah antat joget dgn A eeeewww A (Omg i wish i was in your place, cool moves can teach?). TO lahhh.

Meeenaaaa omg i miss meeena so much so fun dance2 with them also. Omg filza and yamon where were YOUUUUU???

Lovely night, lovely people. Love many2! 8D
REPEAT SOOOOOONZAHHH!

Yup that was the supposedly celebrate-fatt's-bday-part3 outing but haha the bday girl still must chip in HAHA. Dah dpt gaji whattt... Tapi lu tetap happy kannn??

"Yesss," siti zebra fatimah neighed.
HAHAHA shit funny! Ni kau mabok, kau ingat tak???

2009-05-22T14:58:00.005+08:00

Hahaha not that it matters or makes a difference. Argh i know i must find a job, i need to get a job. But i'm not doing anything. Lay-zee. Omg i can hear protest already.

The finale was amazing! Legends after legends performing. But i just wished Rob Thomas was there to perform Smooth with Santana, that would have been SUPERB! Sial ah two full rounds (high 5ive gf!) and another two rounds in between watching other shows. Omg cable is LOVE. Non-stop tv omg i can do this forever haha joke, not.

Okay youtubing Rob Thomas now. YEAH ROB THOMAS! Following him on twitter too hehe.

2009-05-20T14:53:00.006+08:00

On 18 May, fatimah turned 20!

Happy 20th Birthday Siti Fatimah Bte Ali Akbar!!!
Hope you enjoyed your birthday and the presents. Thanks for driving us around, amalkan la selalu. Love you many2! 8D

Surprised her over at her house hahaha her reaction was PRICELESS. Cut the cake, opened the presents, feasted on the donuts and snacks before heading down to ecp. Played DE game and the ultimate babi game. Bubble teas and NGs. Laughed and crapped. Lighter dengan pantas. This was part 2. No pictures for part 1; Punggol end, Lau Pa Sat, Telok Blangah. But part 3 coming soon. AB we did it again, yek! The rest at facebook. 8)

2009-05-19T12:05:00.003+08:00

A lot has been going on lately. Ups and downs.
Want to update but don't know where to start. I think i lost touch of blogging laa.
Okay will try do a proper picture entry once i get pictures from fatimah's bday.

Okay datok is at a better place.

2009-05-13T12:50:00.003+08:00

Fug laaaaaa so annoying siak, might as well don't have me in the first place right. Urgh geram gila laaaaaaaaaa. I seriously feel like running away. Ah fug la i don't know what i want. Argh this is depressingggggggg.

2009-05-12T13:53:00.002+08:00

Freee and easyyy.

I have had random words stuck in my head: Kanagasabai Annulecmisanti Kapkoncampok. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-05-08T15:46:00.003+08:00

Almost a week to my jobless-ness. Home, watching tv and online in the afternoon and out at night. Wedding, karaoke, simps bedok, smokey2, buttons, happy-dance, bubble tea, murtabak, lectured, waffles, butterfly, laugh2, coffee club, first ever FS, jakonitess, chijmes, hoegaarden, general manager, ciggs. I like this haha perangai cibai. Okay must go find job i know laaaa.

Omg nak partay jer. Mampos taknak. Sial ah. Shiiiiite.

2009-05-05T14:15:00.003+08:00

Back to square fugging one. Sampah masyarakat omg. What's fugging next??
Mampos taknak.

2009-05-04T00:55:00.001+08:00

I QUIT MY JOB.

2009-04-29T12:23:00.006+08:00

Okay random to the max.

I'm unbanned from using the comp.
I finally got cable!! Wooooohoooo loveee it.
I've got better hair days now. 8)
I want to quit my job, dread going to work tmr and every other day.
I want to partay this thurs, pls J make it happen.
I want to partay this saturday too, H pls thanks.
My eyebrows are now fierce.
My pay is finishing when it has only been 5 days.
I killed many birds with one stone yesterday, 12 hr shift HAHA.
I hope to get nice fabrics at chinatown later.
I hope to get a mannequin soon.
I want to eat bhattura, son papdi and gulab jamul.
I want to eat fisherman wharf and mee kuah too.
I wonder how meena is doing..
I have yet to enroll for bike, knn.
I need to get dslr.
I'm stressed out over May babies.
I can't bloody wait for graduation
I hate COY for forgetting us like this.
I do not want to be touching someone's peepeep HAHA. IDNWTE.
I can't believe i'm missing out on my cousin's bday this wkend.
I miss cookie very the much ee psycho but hu-cares.blogspot.com
I hope filza get the dt job and not C.
I do not want zara to call me aunty.
I'm reading Quiet Time now, loving Johann S. Lee thanks to fey.
I want to go Butterfac.
I want to smoke weed everyday.
I broke my R fast. 8(

2009-04-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

I have been spending money i do not have. I shall wait for my pay patiently or just die. Hmm maybe the later.

Alamak this space is seriously getting boring.

2009-04-16T13:50:00.003+08:00

Occupied with work. Tired with work. Work and nothing else, other that the occasional meet-ups after work with the favourite biatches. Oh and on my off days, i simply died.

I can't fugging wait to get my pay omg!!!!

p.s.: Pleasant surprises during or after work are very much encouraged. 8)

2009-04-03T22:16:00.004+08:00

Work

.. is making me miss ALOT of my favourite tv shows.
.. makes me very tired. My feet died. I died too.
.. allows me to see alot of people. Seriously PTB.
.. is very stressful thanks to the manager, can die.
.. makes me go crazy because of the tonnes of things.

I am very occupied with work now. Next off day is only next thursday. Argh can die.

2009-03-31T12:18:00.004+08:00

Work yesterday, off today HAHA.

First day was pretty much okay. I'm going crazy, good crazy. Environment okay. People okay, minus the stress part when the ic is around. I just hope if i want to quit or they want to fire me it's within this 3 months probation. Amin.

I missed dh and antm yesterday, sodeh. And if i were to continue working, those won't be the only episodes i'll miss and those also won't be the only shows i'll miss. 8(

2009-03-29T13:41:00.002+08:00

I've been in and out of fever for a few days now, very cibai one. Feeling better today, i hope the fever won't come back again because i have work tmr. Being sick on the first day of work- "great start". Fug so lazy to work omg seriously. *breathes in, breathes out* Okay i can do this!

Omg i dreamt abt F yesterday omg it's so funny. I woke up smirking thinking about the dream. Omg so stupid HAHA but nice hehe. Like why suddenly dream like that one? Hahaha F.. F.. You have no idea i find you so cute.

Dr Jeffrey is so nice. He gave me movie passes and combo for helping him out in school. Watched Shopaholic with amandy with it. Eventhough it was her second time watching it haha. Omg Isla is too cute. Omg love love her curls ah.

Ah hotmail is fugged up. I can't read my emailss!

2009-03-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

So when to sign the document blah2 for the job just now. Before meeting fey to get his gold buttons over at spotlight. Hmm si fashionista.. Then rc setep kaya snack-shopped at m&s. Msq visited shafiq aka penzozek. Met mimi and headed over to simpang for dinner. The whatever banana prata ice cream thing delicious siols. But omg the nak berak afters tkleh angs. Sumps cam nak kencs part three.

So work officially starts next monday. Omg goodbye tv shows, goodbye life HAHA mp. Hello monayyy! Hm 1.1 fug ah cibai shut up.

Aah school tmr. I can't believe i said yes to coming back tmr and friday. Omg i just too nice.

My cough so bad, my stomach hurts. Omg go away la cibaiiii.

2009-03-22T18:30:00.005+08:00

On the 18th, Amirul turned 19!

Happy 19th Birthday Amirul Nazree!!!
Nah ni entry utk kau, eventhough terlmbt. Hope you had a wonderfulicious bday. Takmo stress2 and moga dpt itu indo ye heh. And continue sebok2 suke ape aku suke please zanks. Blue berriesssssss HAHA. Love you many2! 8D

HAHA muke mentel siols.

2009-03-20T02:31:00.001+08:00

Pet society so addictive siolssss!

Watched Milk just now. I think all the actors did a terrific job siols. Love love love it!

2009-03-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

I am in love with danny, kris and matt. I am just starting to like matt this week and no i still do not like adam zanks.

Overdue random food escapades...

The day bhatura and son papdi found their way to my happy stomach
Met meena over at bugis and off we went to strike things out her shopping list. Fast game one. So many things to get but so little time. Then over to visit shu fung at her workplace before the three of us head over to little india. Woot2 had my long awaited bhatura and son papdi, love it!

"BHATURA," wawa shrilled.

meena hair so flat and shu fung why your face like that??

The day we ate flattened chickens
Over to geylang with hanis haha sumpah felt so makcik2 want go pasar. Ate nasi ayam power penyet and longan beancurd. Fuhlermak power to the max. Then walked all the way to pp omg i had no idea how we did it but we did and didn't feel it. Nostalgic siols.

rice chicken flattened

The day we got high on japanese jellies
Redeemed the swensens voucher that amandy won haha she can use it all to herself but of course she's nice and shared it with me and shu fung. Shu fung being the very nice employed working tai tai topped up the remaining bill. The food was delic! Then off to have 24 grape and peach shots while planning for mahjong outing, can't wait! Next time my turn to treat okay!

italian, french and german delicacies

grape and peach shots

2009-03-18T01:03:00.005+08:00

The graduation night to totally remember
Omg the night was so much fun! Wayyy much more than i was expecting. Firstly, i like to thank my beloved friends for paying for me omg you guys are lovesssssss! Everyone was dressed so pweeetyleee. I always thought games were sucky but surprisingly it was so funny like funfair. I still can remember sadha's confident answer to colours of olympic rings. "White.." HAHA classic la lu. And yi tian's smile trying to hide the super sour sweet, fugging cute. The musical chair and the mambo omg how did ah fu go THAT lowww? Sadha the prom king and meena almost the prom queen. I think they bias don't want 0602 to conquer both titles hmph. The funny ovet the top trying to outdo each other catwalks. Seriously, LOVE IT!

Mr AK and incomplete 0602

The rest at facebook!

The day meena went away

Sent meena off at the airport. Fugging sodeh. I miss you already meena! 8( Take care, love you many2!

last minute pictures

huggs and kisses and misses

bye bye meena 8(

2009-03-16T23:25:00.004+08:00

On 16th march,

Happy 21st bday MJJ boyy!!!
Omg so difficult to find nice picture of you sial, this one can la mcm model. Have a wonderfulicious bday omg 21 already. Stay bitchy and sluttay always. Cigaretteeeeeeeee mau standard. Miss you lots and love you many2! 8D

2009-03-12T17:03:00.004+08:00

The unplanned and spontaneous Johor trip
Just woke up and was watching tv and got an sms from niz to go johor. Hesistant at first, lazy and fugging broke of course i said noo. After persuasions, okay go. Mom was nice enough to give me monay and kecoh gils had to get passport from dad's car. So off to johor we went! I felt slighty richer when i'm there because the money i have (which isn't much) will be doubled. Mostly just eating, lepaking, singing (ALOT) and "smoke weed everyday". And home just on time for dh 8) Batam next please! Bazammmmmmmmmm.

My johor kakis
"Lucky got kakis like them"

Fooood omg i love my nasi ayam goreng.

Candy floss, sumpah so jakon.

Starbucks-ing

JCo donuts are loveee.
ALCAPONE!

The day we flew our kites at Marina Barrage
Prepared bacon and coconut blossoms before meeting fatt to get more snacks. Off to Marina Bay to meet the rest before heading to Marina Barrage. First time there, hmm no biggie. Concrete jungle. Looked better in pictures but nevertheless had tonnes of fun. I'm not a kite-flyer i admit, the few times i held the string were the times the strings got tangled. Tonnes of photo snapping before heading over to fatt's to get the car. Fatt drove us over to Changi and there we watched a stupid corny movie. Being disturbed by the roach infested place, off we went. "Holland V" HAHA. More front left seat car rides please!

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Picnic

Just finished watching The Bucket List, very touching light-hearted movie. Love it. I want Milk nexttttttt!

2009-03-10T12:14:00.009+08:00

1) Project hibernate is so much harder than i thought. So fugging used to being out and about. Haizzz entah la gasolina.

2) I feel like eating indian food. Chapati, naan, bhatura, gulab jamun, son papdi. Tekka anyone?

3) Spontaneous johor outing yesterday was awesome. Pictures over at fatz's or facebook.

4) Breakout rabak gils babs nak mamps. Fugging hate it cibaiiiiiiiiiii.

5) Got called in for second interview. Surprised much!

6) Bought Milk and Bucket List woot2!

7) Back to square one, broke again.

8) Kite flying later, i excite i excite!

2009-03-05T17:36:00.002+08:00

Another failed interview. Omg story of my life! Omg is this how my entries would be? More failed interviews? Fug depressing la siol.

I travelled so fugging far for the interview and the interview was like 15mins max. And the interviewer just now was yawning. FUGGING YAWNING. Knn am i that boring? And i prepared myself for the wrong thing. I researched about flow cytometry and instead they asked me about confocal microscopy. I should have just said i didn't know but instead of course setep terror and tried to explain but i think i was totally wrong because the other non-yawning-friendly interviewer gave me a funny look. Omg i might as well just die there la sial. Cibai.

Argh omg is it so fugging hard to get a job? I'm not a criminal or something. I am a good person. But maybe not with the best interview skills. Fugging hell. I neeed monay la.

2009-03-04T12:33:00.004+08:00

The interview yesterday was horrible. Omg fug la i totally suck at interviews. I ALWAYS say the wrong things. And yesterday i think was the worst, to the point that the interviewer actually said "What you have just said is making me have the impression that you're using me. That this job is just a stepping stone to the next level." Fuggg.. "Do you know that you're in a interview and that you're supposed to convince me to give you the job?" Fuggg vicious i tell you. I swear i could have just peed in my pants there and then. But she was kind enough to let me salvage the situation and redeem myself. It's a 50:50 chance. It started on a dammmmmnn bad note but it got better afterwards. But only next 2 weeks? I can't wait that long. I need a job pronto!

Shit another interview tmr. Fug la sial i fugging suck at interviews. I would rather they kill me and dig my insides to find out the type of person i am rather than to drill me multiple suicide questions.

All i wanted to do after the interview was go home and watch tv but haha made new friend at the interview. And we actually went walking around town and eat and shopped and talked. Spending like 5hr++ with a total stranger sia. Hahah i know what the fug? I'm a social kupu2 and she was just lonely i guess. Perfect fit ah gitu. She even asked me to hang out with her friends and maybe go zouk? HAHA like omg seriously.

2009-03-02T19:04:00.002+08:00

I've got 2 interviews this week. Wish me luck! Good luck please zanks. I NEEDD a job asap.

Everyone else is going prom. 8( Who asked you to be a broke-don't-know-how-to-save-left-1-dollar-only-in-bank-account mother fugger huhhhhhhhh?

2009-03-01T20:05:00.004+08:00

The day we went to play at PLAY
The day we anticipated for so long but on the day itself, the plan almost got canceled. Felt sooo fugging lazy apparently because of the weather. But thinking that i deserve this after being done with poly, i dragged myself outta the house! Met ferooze at tm first before going bugis and finally to maxwell to meet the rest. I loved play the other time and i still love play now hehe. The night started sad when nizzay couldn't go in. But the show must go on and things got better! The place was soo crowded omg but fun times. Saw so many ppl i wanted to see. Hahaha people got sluttttty omg you have no idea. Then, me so happy me made new friends HEHE. I know you but you don't know me HAHA omg sumpah so cute. ILYA. Play again pls! But godammit they're renovating from 9 march.

Group photo 8)
But haiyo ferooze where are you? Tak saba nak masok la tu..
Oh tgk fey MAHA hug aim sial.

Tribute to the 2 people who didn't go in. 8( Next time bring IC la yunenez!

Time to playyyyy

Fey was slutting away ALL night be it outside, on the podium, at the bar. Just name it. So mentel omg eeee. Thank go i'm nice.
SLATTTTTTTTTTTT!

Okay time for me to hibernate until i find a job. Till then me won't see the outside of the house. Goodbye worlddddddd.

ps: I can't stop thinking of peach HEHE omg so cute la...........

2009-02-28T13:34:00.002+08:00

I suck at handling setbacks, fug it.

I hope tonight would be fun but i got a feeling it won't, godammit.

2009-02-26T13:51:00.002+08:00

I've been sleeping at 3am the past weeks. For this short period of time, i became a computer person. It's scary what you can do with the internet. After finishing presentation slides, website, solid talk summary and final report oh and the many other distractions in between, the laptop should go back to it's rightful owner. Thanks ferooze! Now i'm back to being a tv person, just the way I LOVE IT. 8)

Today i'm going stay at home and be a good daughter HAHA. Dah tlg petik taugeh sume omg. Desperate times call for desperate measures.

Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away
So headed to get famous Amos cookies for dr jeff and khong ming before going to school to print the report and stuffs. Handed everything, so i'm officially done with school wooohoo! The part when i had to give the cookies to khong ming was haha akward and funny but thanks anyways. Omg it was raining so heavily got my shoes soaking wet and my hair omg my hair. BHD. To town to meet biatches. Finally attica for drinks.

Interview tmr. Don't feel like going at all because i know i won't get it. Haiyo why bother right.

Okay seriously, seriously. What's fugging next???

2009-02-25T11:38:00.007+08:00

That last day of our poly life
So on the last day we had a mini reunion. Eons since the 6 of us got together. So filza, meena and yamon went ahead first to have their fried mars bar before i joined them shortly afters. Headed to DFS to slack but no seats, boring. So off we went to macs for filza to get the not-worth-it-at-all black forest ice cream. Then off to City Hall to meet shu fung to go bowling! Oh then amandy joined us at the alley. Omg we all suck at bowling, especially me. So i got a couple of hits the first few rounds then a strike so of course i got confident. Then longkang for like the next 4 rounds! Haiz, "Don't be confident". So after bowling was dinner where omg-i'm-seriously-going-to-miss-this session took place before we headed our seperate ways. Arghhh you guys were the awesomest friends to be with through out the 3 years in poly! Love all of you many2!

Fried Mars Barrrrrrr

Mac D

Bowlers inc

Okay yamon and shu fung no need to fight, there's so many balls there.
Meena signature pose HAHA.

Wahyuna, 19, Student
Top: Dad's
Belt: Thrifted
Jeans: The roxette
Shoes: Bowling shoes
Accessories: jb
Watch: GShock army
HAHA eyy too much, too much. The actual purpose of the pic is to show the ugly bowling shoes!

Cam-whoressssssss

Ish fil betol mcm katak!
Hahah shit i'm going to miss this too..

LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS AND PIECES! 8D

2009-02-22T17:57:00.008+08:00

The day Dr Jeffrey gave us a treat
To mark the end of fyp and to congratulate/thank us on a job well done, our supervisor Dr Jeffrey gave us a lunch treat over at Sakura International Buffet. Omg there was sooo much food that i seriously didn't know where to start haha. From sushi to seafood to bbq food to shark fin to siew mai to lamb chop to roasted duck to kuih pie tee to durian paste on pancakes to oreo cheesecake to ice cream to mochi to etc etc etc! The food was awesome, seriously. I ate enough for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I'm so going there to eat again and again and again. Thank you Dr Jeffrey! You're the best, fug the rest!

Food glorious foooooooood!

Milan and Filza. Me and Constance.
The happy people with full stomachs 8)

Only after all that did i realise that i forgot to take a picture with Dr Jeffrey. The power of distraction: food.

As always i sidetracked abit, okay fine alot. I'm supposed to finish up my report! Okay off i go to finish up the report. But omg so fugging lazy cannnnnn. Sumpah malassssss! Hmm maybe i should eat first. Haha mkn je tau.

OH BY THE WAY! I saw a shooting star yesterday over at changi during star gazing "kau nak tak aku ade kotak" and "sexy naughty bitchy" session with fatt and fey! The first ever in my whole entire 19 years of living. I was soooo shocked. I only managed to squeeze a wish like 1 minute afters HAHA. Please i need the wish to come true.

2009-02-21T01:43:00.005+08:00

Poly kinda over la siols. Will be back with proper update soon-ish! For now, love lockdown on repeattt.

Okay seriously, what's next?

Btw, Christian Siriano's Spring 2009 is fierceeeee! I love that shade of grey omg i need to get fabric that exact shade of grey zanks.

2009-02-20T01:35:00.002+08:00

Sial ah 1 more fugging day la siollllllllssssssssss!

Hahaha excitorismo. But actually not really last day. My final report is still not done so i'm asking for extension (standard), most probably by next week? Then next monday still must go back jaga the cells abit. Then next next week must go back to pass down my skills to the future fyp batch. So tmr is the not so last day but last day, ah something like that.

Okay, what's next?

2009-02-17T19:03:00.003+08:00

The talk i had with Dr Jeffrey just now was really helpful. I'm decided. I'll still be Jack of all Trades BUT Master of One. So i plan to further my studies and so on but just not now. I shall work first maybe for a year or two or three? Earn money and then study overseas wooh! He really motivated me, told a bit about how he got about life, how he got where he is right now. And he really made me feel so much better. I think he know me better than our mentor sia.. Wait, i don't even think she knows i'm her mentee. I seriously think that i've learnt much2 more during this FYP then throughout the first 5 semesters of school. Thank you Dr Jeffrey, thank you Khong Ming.

I hope to get a job fast, i need the money fast. I have debts to settle, things to get, cravings to fulfil, lotsa "soon" projects to get done, people to treat, dreams to chase, places to go. I neeeed a job. So many jobs applied, but none replied. Sodeh. Hahah btw, i feel so full of myself writing the cover letters, self-praise cannot carry.

The day with empty promises but happy endings

I reached school at 3.30, hahah seriously cannot wake up. Did my stuffs and by 5 i was done. The plan was for me to head home, be a couch potato and catch my favourite tv shows but being a great wonderful friend that i am, i made my way to Cathay to meet the rest. Dinner at Sarpino's where the waitress was so fugging annoying omg i swear. Like can you fugging smile? Then lepak a bit at the back before heading to Starbucks. So, i missed the first 45 mins of the show. In other words, i managed to catch the last 15 mins only. Hmph very cibai one. But heh, worth it, zanks yournenezz!

Smile for aim's 8 megapixel READ: phone.

Omg can you believe it? 3 more days. 3 more fugging days. 3 fugging more fugging days. FUGGING 3 FUGGING MORE FUGGING DAYS! Holy shitttttt.

2009-02-15T03:34:00.004+08:00

ARGH. Omg omg omg. I feel like a total psycho! TI. Omg stop it la sial, too much too much! I shall sleep it awayyyyy. 8X Goodnight.

2009-02-13T23:50:00.003+08:00

I've yet to get started on my report, zilch done. I seriously have no idea where to start. Like omg there's soooo much that need to be included in the report. Six fugging months worth of report! But instead of getting started, here i am procrastinating. Standard. And it's due 20th feb. But can ask for extension i guess.. So extension it is.

Okay i shall start massive-sending my resumes everywhere. It's soooo not easy to get a job at this period of time. I shall just jump at any job that is offered to me first, if any will. For the time being i shall concentrate of finishing my report and continue dreaming about the many things that i want to do with the money i'll earn when i'm finally employed. Omg monay monay monayyyy!

2009-02-10T22:34:00.005+08:00

Okay so two consecutive days sleeping ard 3 to 4 am to finish up my presentation slides, website and the speech. And yeah yeah yeah i made it! I was soo fugging nervous, there were stomachs in my butterflies, before the presentation. I keep getting reminded. "This is THE final presentation of my poly life!" Like omg thanks eh, not helping. During the presentation i twisted my tongue soo many times. But overall i think it was okay. Alvin eun is nice 8). So, i'm sooo done wooooooohooooooooo! Omg i made it, that was it the last one. So i'm left with the 50pg report and the solid talks summary. Both yet to get started on.

Grey's Anatomy gets me soooo involved. Omg i lovee GA. I love Desperate Housewives. I love Private Practive. I love monday nights. I loveeee TV.

Woah tadi fatimah ali akbar anta wahyuna sulaiman balik sehhhh. Wa cayaaaaa!

2009-02-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

My final presentation is tmr. Powerpoint slides- kinda done. Website- doing. Speech- not done. Nervous? Yes. Scared? Yes. Dead? DEFINITELY YES. Haizzzzz entah lah gasolina.

2009-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Sooo many things to do! But no mood to do, don't want to do, don't feel like doing, lazy to do. Procastination again, standard.

I'm thinking too much again. Later cannot sleep again knn. And i can't afford to not sleep because i have to be up bright and early tmr. Argh fug mls cibai go and die.

2009-01-31T19:45:00.005+08:00

I think the heavy conversation we had yesterday really got ourselves thinking.. Haiyo, i feel like i'm wasting my life. Like i'm enjoying myself, having the time of my life but like there's still that empty feeling. I haven't done anything earth shattering or mind-blowing. Like earn a million or invent teleportation or help the less fortunate or be a president or just make a difference(cliche but true). I want to be able to say proudly "I'm accomplished, i've accomplished this *fills in the blank*". But no, i can't.

All this thinking deprived me of my usual touch-the-bed-go-to-sleep yesterday night. Instead, i was like shit i need to do something. So i was reorganising my clothes, clearing my stuffs, did some sketches, cut some magazine and updating my organiser. All this while having Insomnia played on repeat mode haha. I kept thinking about that phrase they said (Thanks eh) "Jack of all trades, master of none". Like bham it hit me hard. There's so many things that i want do, and i fugging love doing all of them. But i have to make a decision. Do i want to create clones? Take photos? Make clothes? Be at a crime scene? Cook dinner? Stalk more (HAHA)? Sew that beautiful dress? Be that show host? Work retail? Do research? Watch tv? Taste food? Plan that party? I have to choose now, i have to decide the one that i shall pursue and concentrate on. And the rest, less piority and just hobby. But what if i choose this when actually i'm supposed to do that? Argh fug la.

My presentation is 10 days away! I have the powerpoint slides to prepare, the presentation speech, 6 months of report and the website to do. All this entirely on my own. The best part, i've not started.

Okay let's lighten up!

The day at town
I was so darn lazy to go to school. Meet up with lyna to pass her bday present. Her bday was in OCTOBER! Hahah because everytime we meet it's unplanned so i always fail to bring the present. Niz came before heading to town. "Why town niz?" "Just because..." Want to see aim (read: Ah yem) just say la haha. So off to town for niz to do a list of stuff, met aim a bit before fey joined us. Dinner at Soup Spoon was splendid! Omg love love love plus i was fungry. Before meeting aim after work to lepak a bit infront of Taka.

Nizzay with no left hand omg scary and Me

Aww sweet la black and white

Boredom at DFS while waiting for that cute guy to come out of Fendi while watching some parents feeding cute baby boy

Mau setep tequila shot pe?

Souppp spooonnnnnnn

The day we visited Min
Eons since the last time i met her! So reached school at 1315, changed the media for my cells, accompanied meena for lunch and outta school by 1430. Met fatt and min and mangkok-ed at min's aunty's house. Fey and niz arrived. Headed to Kovan. Omg food heaveeennnnnnn. Bought dinner, eat and chilled at macs. Oh that was when all the HEAVY conversations began.

Min and fatt posing with the cat that bit me.
That's why i'm not an animal person. I don't hate them but i don't like them either.

2009-01-29T10:58:00.005+08:00

Mals gils babs nak mamps nak gi skolaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

C'mon 3 more weeks and you're done w. Done. DONE! Woot2!!!
But what to do afters?

2009-01-25T20:14:00.001+08:00

Beware, massive photo entry! Please wait patiently for pictures to load. 8)

On 24th January, fey turned 19!

Happy 19th Birthday Ahmad Zhafir Safrudin de Zhafir de Fey de Biatch de MaleSlut de Snatcher!
Hope you had a wonderfulicious bday. I've said everything i had to say to you already.. This entry is dedicated to you. Love you many2 biatch! 8D

Party Planning Part 1: The Day the Plans were Made

Meet-up after school/work over at fatt's house to choose pictures for collage. Before heading to print the pictures and lepak at macs to brainstorm on what to do and get for the bday boy while arranging the pictures to make the collage. And by end of the night, we got a concrete plan hehe.

Party Planning Part 2: The Day the Present was Bought
Meet-up with fatt and fey to lepak at macs. While fey was studying, me and fatt had our whispering session hahaha, planning infront of the bday boy haha. While at that, niz was over at town to get the bday present, good job nizzay (oh and to me too for the very perfect direction skills)!

Back to back. Back to black.

Pak Atan and Makcik Bedah having their gossip session. "Eh kau tau?"

You play the music while i enjoy my food.

Party Planning Part 3: The Day the Collage was Pasted
Meet-up over at niz's to get the collage pasted. But most of the time we were distracted with doing other things like pulling out niz's extensions, utt on tv umm, american idol auditions, eating spaghetti, eating cockles, taking photos. But we managed to finish it on time before Zhafey McSebok came over to "eat" because apparently he was "hungry" and apparently there was no other source of food in the world other than at niz's place. Want to spy2 just say la.

left: Ouch niz ouch
right: Something shocking on tv hahaha.

Okay self-timer, shiok sendiri.

Yeah yeah yeah we did it.

Party Part 1: The Unplanned Celebration
The initial plan was for niz to come over my place to finish up the collage and do the card. But Zhafey McKepo wanted to meet at town to get his fossil watch strap changed, omg it's mouldy. So, intial plan was ditched but the strap was not changed. Instead he got himself a pair of fierce shoes over at zara but couldn't get that beautiful bag HAHA. "Wait for it to go on sale la." Lepak at Coffee Bean, intense heavy conversation. Reminiscing about those secondary school days. "Thank you Mrs Chee, Thank you Mr Tan" Hahahah. Then Nizzay McAnnoying wanted to check out Hard Rock Cafe. "Sejap je..." "Okay fine, I need to use the toilet then we're out." But obviously no, we stayed until the band stopped playing. And we managed to spend 0000hrs, HAPPY BDAY FEY! But dammit, we requested for a dedication for him but they never read it out, kimeks.

"Oh oh oh all the single ladies"
"Na na na na na Hey Jude"

Party part 2: The Special Day for Ahmad Zhafir
So woke up early in the morning with very little sleep, fatt came over. Did the finishing touches to the collage and card, prepared food. Headed to Sentosa to get the necessary tickets, bought lunch and pepared the setting. In the meantime, fey met up with niz over at Dhoby Ghaut thinking we're having lunch there before heading to fatt's for karaoke. But instead, he was directed to Sentosa, in shoes!

left: "Argh stress.."

The presentation of the collage!

Picture perfect numero uno
"Sha-des"

So, he thinks we're only in Sentosa to eat and soak up the atmosphere. So after eating, "Jom ah gi rumah fatt karaoke." But instead, "Guess who has 4 tickets for Luge??" Hahahah our first time (except for niz, hmph)!

we only got 4 tickets to save the world, omg lame.

Omg skyride was soooooo much fun! I want to it again and again and again!!
"Do you want to smile?" Hahaha what a question.
"Niz! Look Down!!!"

Helmets everyone!
First pic, fey looks scared! Hahahah. Like, "Why are they making me do this?"
Third pic fey pose mcm kenal hor HAHAHA. You no do that!

Ready Set GO!
Omg luge was sooooooo much fun, bang here bang there!

Lugers, we are.

Made our way to Imbiah for the Flower Exhibition!

Picture perfect numero dos
"Flower power"

Antm pe?

Skip2 somemore, see the bag broke.

The weather was so hot, made us all sweaty, everybody do an abg din! "hmmm"

Spotted a peacock while coming up with thanks- zanks - zankes - balqis HAHAHA.

He thought we were going over to check out the souvenier shop but instead, Cable Car babehhh!

Mau challenge maha pelok pe?

Aww so sweet righttt..

Too many peace signs for the day.

4 smiley like fug people

Dropped off at Jewel Box and off we were hiking down Mount Faber!

"I'm like a bird, I always fly away!"

Pinjam caption "Sawwadecrap"

Picture perfect numero tres
"Monyets inc"

Finally reach our destination, Henderson Wave!

Happy 19th Bday Fey!!!
(hahah could only get a wiss roll cake. Would last us the whole day without melting)

Presentation of the present! The zara bag that he wanted to get hahaha he had no idea that we could afford to get it hahah.

Party Part 3: The Black White Grey dresscode

This was another unplanned one. We actually rushed back home from Henderson Wave to shower and get changed before meeting again. All this because the bday boy wanted soooooo much to go clubbing!

Picture perfect numero cuatro
"um perfecto"

Meena and milan also were there hehe

Give me fierce!

Satu2 nak setep pussynonok dolls.

Dance AO punye!

One tequila shot!

Everybody say awwwwwwww.

Finally, breakfast at Macdonalds!

Sucha a fugging long entry omg took me forever to blog! Yeah yeah yeah another success party! Party planners, we did it again yek!

2009-01-19T19:48:00.003+08:00

Ada satu orang punya birthday mau mari. Alamak manyak stress ah. Itu kocek tkda duit, itu otak tkda idea. Manyak susah ahh...

2009-01-18T14:51:00.010+08:00

Woah mau setep healthy lifestyle pe? Mau, haha. We played badminton yesterday, the last time i played was eonsss ago. I thought my arms will ache today but instead my butt is the one that is aching, i have no idea why. Carrot cake for dinner at banquet afters made the work-out kinda redundant.

Shit school's ending soon. Shit after that do what???? Argh stress ah.

Mini pictures updates:

The open-house in school

The day we went to eat NAP

The day i finally had tomyum after 1month++

2009-01-17T11:54:00.005+08:00

On 7th January, Hanis turned 21!

Happy 21st Birthday Hanisah Ramlan de Hanis de Hans Mans de Tanglong de TinyPrisoner de MinnieMouse!
Woah dah 21 seh, kakak2 pe? HAHA. May all your wishes come true, dah nak embark on working life so, good luck! Hope you like the short and sweet presents and hope you had an awesomelicious birthday. Tom yum sisters forever, 10 years and counting. Love you many2! 8D

2009-01-14T19:52:00.005+08:00

Approximately one more month, just one more month and i will be freeeeeeeee! Niz finishes next week, cibai. Ahhh so fuggging tired la.

So yesterday was town with the usuals for NAP (Nasi Ayam Penyet). Sial ah craving since last saturday sia. The sambal belacan damn power but left our fingers with a unique scent haha. And just now was political debate at amkhub with the usuals minus the biatch. Hahah i love my usuals. Even though one is ~~bitchy~~ slutty, one is complainy and one is bimby. 8)

2009-01-12T19:05:00.002+08:00

I woke up late and reached school later when actually i had so much stuffs to do. Reached school around 12 and did that after this after that after this all the way until around 5. And that was without sub culturing my cells, i plan to do it tmr. I hope it won't overgrow.

But going to school late was a blessing in disguise zomg. I had a dose of cookie HEHE. And today it was nicely decorated and extra delicious. *melts and knees all weak*

2009-01-11T15:53:00.002+08:00

So israk has gone back to Malaysia. It has been one helluva of 2 weeks! But the last day so drama, haiyo. But yeah you will be missed, see you again in probably a year biatch? Cigaretttttttttteee. So now life shall retain back it's normal form haha. Remember our one week fast krg?? Let's make it two weeks, kesian badan kita.

So many things happened and i was so unaware. My grandfather got admitted to the hospital, my grandmother has moved out, wafiqah is getting married (HAHA KIDDING).

Lady Gaga on repeattttt. Gonna be okay dada doo doot!

2009-01-07T16:37:00.009+08:00

My sis won't be home anytime soon, so i shall have my peace to blog uninterrupted.

I've been super lazy to get myself to school. Like omg go away! So fugging tired of it. It was so fugging difficult for me to wake up just now. I woke up and i slept back again and dreamt about my 6-well plates getting contaminated and bam i was awake! Went to school, did what i have to do and go home. Came late, left early. Lepak.

The day we say bye bye to 2008
Spent the afternoon with meena, shu fung and yamone. Ate at Subway (eat fresh) for lunch omg i lovex3 their double choc cookies before catching Yes Man. It wasn't as funny as i thought it would be, but it was still funny especially a few parts which made me laugh until i was out of breath hahaha. Jim carrey looks old and zooey is too cute, lovex3 her hair. Walked a bit and waited for meena to do her eyebrows before we made our way to Chinatown. Had delicious dessert before walking around and saw a few nice and cheap shops there that i shall patronize when i have the money and this seriously beautiful dress which was soooo well made aaahh fugg but it was $279.

The talls and the shorts.

Made my way to Mustafa to meet fatt, fey and niz and found out that we were heading to Sentosa. Like omg so not dressed for sentosa but ah fug it la, too lazy to go home first. So got lg and bought snacks from mustafa before heading to Sentosa. Over to tanjung beach, thank god it wasn't crowded. Found ourselves a spot and made ourselves comfortable. Headed to km8 when it was nearer to midnight and had our countdown there. It was a great way to end 2008 and it was fun eventhough i wasn't feeling anything because great company is all that matters.

The spontaneous clubbing at Play
I remembered vividly that the initial plan for that day was to actually go cycling but the next moment i know i get a call and it was "Play tonight?" I'm like huh? I was sooo hesitant at first. I was tired, i was broke, i had nothing to wear and i came back 7am and 2am the previous days and my mother will kill me if she caught me coming home late again. But kawan nyer pasal (for friend's sake) i somehow made it. So over to Play with the 2 male sluts- fey and israk. You had no idea how scared i was at first but in the end it was So Much Fun! I hereby declare that Play is the most good looking club, seriously so many cute ~~guys~~ gays. The crowd was so friendly and omg the music was great. Israk was dancing on fey, fey was so drunk, israk kept complaining "Wahyuna, aku mabok", fey was walking sideways and we were falling on each other HAHA. We had like 12 shots, omg we were wasted. Okay not really for me, no idea why. I wanted to take so many more pictures/evidences of their mentelness but my phone way nicely tugged in israk's pants, godammit. Play again? I so don't mind, but must get money first.

Outside play, masih maintain.

Okay fey, good advice there..
Hmm cibai *swing2* HAHAHA

The day we went swimming
They came over to my house first for i forgot what. Then walked to the swimming complex where we saw tonnes of people kite flying and there was this one kite which is so scary i can still remember how it looks like. Next time we shall fly our wau there, set? Omg i lovex3 the slides over at the compelx eventhough i swallowed a lot of water and had my legs up during the splash down. Hahah the playground was fun where me and fatt stupidly waited at the wrong place for the water to splash hahah bodo. Then over to cp for dinner at ljs and lepak session with heavy convos.

The so called fine-dining reunion dinner
Met fey and israk after school at town to do some window shopping and omg saw so many people! Oh and your bf is cute hehe. Made our way to Raffles City to get J.Co donuts, met amirul before heading over to niz's place. "People! Tmr, 8pm, my place, salmon with mash potatoes. And lil nyonya recordings. Hahah. Be there or be square." So everyone was there and nobody was square. Omg the food was awesome, the salmon literally melts in your mouth. With stomachs so full, over to watch little nyonya recordings before lepaking more bwah block. Oh we saw lil nyonya's ma ma over at heeren when at town, star struck sejap.

Fine dining but un-fine diners HAHA.
Amirul so cute like budak kecik!

2009-01-05T18:23:00.001+08:00

I want to blog i really do, especially abt Play zomg! BUT, my sis just had to come home. Fuggenabey.

2009-01-01T14:03:00.004+08:00

Last year's resolutions:
- Get my bike license
Since it didn't work out last year, i hope it will this year. If not my vespa how leh?
- Save money
I seriously need to save money. It's embarassing that my 10 year old sister has way more money than me.
- Learn how to cook
I can't even cook a decent meal la. I shall learn to maybe cook an italian dish?
- Learn how to play mahjong
Hehe. Been wanting to learn how to play that very intriguing game. Somebody please teach me!
- Start giving seats
Give my seat to those who need it more than i do and stop pretending to sleep or read or not see.

Omggg i am not able to cancel any! Rabakkkkkk. Omg this is outrageous. I didn't get to achieve any of the resolutions but omg 2008 was seriously one hell of a year! So many things happened, so many firsts, so much fun! But that was last year. Now, say hello to twenty oh nine! Woot2. So, my 2009 new year resolution is to not make any resolutions because i always fail to fulfil them, yey! But hopefully 2009 will be the year i graduate from poly, get an awesome job, start earning money, start saving money, take the aeroplane, get the bike license, get the dslr, learn how to cook, learn how to sew and have tonnes of fun. 8)

Countdown was awesome! Fug fug fug mabok hahahaha. AO ponyos! Updates soon-ish?

2008-12-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

I was just about to blog but then my sister just had to come home. Till next time then, mangkok.

Edited 3 minutes later:
Apparently she headed straight for bed, so i can use the comp! But i'm lazy to update now. So still, next time HAHA.

2008-12-21T15:56:00.002+08:00

My presentation is tmr and i'm nowhere near finished. But guess what i'm doing? Googling rnb play lists hahaha too much, too much. Seriously no mood to do the ppt slides. Omg boring. Argh school tmr omg go awayyyyyy!